Thirteen beers and a bad taste in my mouth
Fell asleep on the last train headed south
Passing through the suburbs of this town
Comatose and I’m not coming out
But I’m not an animal
I won’t die here for you
Take those worried eyes off me
Carry me home I can’t breathe
And let me fall into an empty sleep
Thirteen beers and a bad taste in my mouth
How the hell did I end up down south
I don’t live in the suburbs of this town
Someone help me how do I get out
I’m not an animal
I won’t die here for you
Take those worried eyes off me
Carry me home I can’t breathe
And let me crawl into an empty sleep
Take those worried eyes off me
Carry me home I can’t breathe
And let me crawl into an empty sleep
I watched you fly on the rides at Coney Island
The wind was biting
The sky was red burnt
You looked just like birds overhead
You took polaroids of a man proposing
Everyone was applauding
Arcade machines sang on
As night turned to dawn then to light
I was weak and tired
The night before was a blur
The taxi drove too fast
The skyline rushing past our window
But oh! How we danced!
To the country band
We drank and we swayed
You told everyone it’s your birthday
Then we walked home to Brooklyn
And both of us were freezing
And I asked what you were doing with your life
I see you fading and I live across an ocean
I talked you out of staying but I don’t know when you’ll come back
You said don’t worry you don’t need anybody
You’re living out your dreams in New York
The sun came up behind us and everything turned to rust
And birds sang to us as we walked
And I know you’ll be alright
You say I can’t let things lie
I know you’re right you’re right
I crumbled mountains under my feet
I took to the sky carelessly
And when I got nowhere I fell to my knees
Faced with face I swear this isn’t me
I’ve no idea who this imposter could be
And there’s no way of knowing so carry on growing at least
We’re chasing laughter, pasting up the fractures
And I know I can’t match up to her
So I’ll be this for you if you want me to
And I’ll love you endlessly
If you can pretend to love me
You left to go chase my dreams
I applauded louder than I screamed
And that’s the way that it should be
We’re chasing laughter, pasting up the fractures
And I know I can’t match up to her
So I’ll be what you need even if it kills me
And I’ll love you endlessly
If you can pretend
If you can pretend to love me
I hear creaks at night
In a crimson light
Feel the ground shake
Half asleep half awake
I see creatures
They're my failures
Watch them crawl
Across every wall
Lose the battle
And lose the war
I am tired
I look older
But there’s no truth
In the glory of youth
Lose the battle
And lose the war
Lose the battle
And lose the war
We're pretending
Every day pretending
We go places and we act happy
But in the night our anger
Makes a monument
Between us
I stood at the top of the highest mountain
And still couldn’t see the light
And I walked the width of the universe
To lengthen this short sight
So we’ll rally the troops, let’s go to war
And die side by side
The sun will set, scarlet red
Sat in a Monet sky
Side by side we’ll die
Is it so hard to be
Hard to be free
When everything is crumbling
And it’s hard to feel
Like I’m not on a spinning wheel
Round in circles tumbling
I thought I conquered the unconquerable
But there’s nothing to show for it
You look at me, your eyes so miserable
And it’s so hard to admit
I’m the reason for it
Is it so hard to be
Hard to be free
When everything is crumbling
And it’s hard to feel
Like I’m not on a spinning wheel
Round in circles tumbling
The stage is set for war
Hear the peasants roar
The stage is set for war
Leave them wanting more
Is it so hard to be
Hard to be free
When everything is crumbling
And it’s hard to feel
Like I haven’t burnt the last reel
The finale is a mystery
We fought for this
We fought for everything we’d known
When the thunder came
We ran back to our empty homes
And waited
Waited for what would never come
Resolution
A sign of hope after all we’d done
They’ll follow you
They’ll follow you to their graves
The rest will live
The rest will live with your mistakes
And then it all
And then it all faded to black
And I didn’t know
I didn’t know if I’d ever come back
And I wondered what
I wondered what it was I’d miss
And whether I
Whether I would be missed
They’ll follow you
They’ll follow you to their deaths
The rest will live
The rest will live with whatever’s left
The first snow
The first snow of the winter
Buried the bones
The flesh and bones of our loved ones
Released in 2001, “The Convincer” is a gentle gem in the Nick Lowe catalog; an anniversary edition provides opportunity for rediscovery. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 20, 2021
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I just started listening to this album today and am IN LOVE! Every track is perfect.
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